Change...

change is not bad... it's just different :)

what is to come...

you know how excited you get about your birthday and the presents you hope you get? there is an excitement you have even though the gifts are unknown. well sometimes a word slips or a hint is dropped about a gift and you all of sudden know exactly what it is. but your birthday is still so far away. you wish you could just have the present NOW. it doesn't have to wait till the actually day. why can't you just get the gift early? it is even harder to wait when you know what the exciting gift you are to receive. you watch as people have their birthdays before you and you are still waiting for that day and you feel like it will never arrive. there can be many things like this in life. but if you are patient and wait, the reward in the end will be very much worth the wait. you cant rush something that is coming in its own time either. even when there isn't a set date for something to happen you can't cause it to happen, it must occur on its own when it is time. enjoy the moment and soak up the sun rays and it will all happen according to God's plan. sorry this was a little choppy but the person who i was talking to understands why i wrote what i did. just my thoughts and mind blurbs. P(*smiles*)

Post-it notes to God...

emotions.......

so why is it that girls are criers? well maybe not everyone but I definitely am a crier. about once a month my emotions get the better side of me and i tend to be overly emotional. there is normally a certain thing that i begin crying over and then it escalates and i end up crying for like a long time and by the end i'm not even crying about whatever caused me to cry in the beginning.... anyway. that happened tonight and i want to publicly say i love you and i am sooo sorry to Ken Barker, because he had to withstand my crying and going on tonight and i am so grateful to have someone like him in my life. you are a comforter. you know that to show me your love all you have to do is wrap your arms around me and gently kiss me on the forehead. i am so blessed to have you around.

anyways......back to criers.

girls are criers and actually thats about it.

tired. need sleep. goodnight.

listen up GUYS....

a womans heart should be so deeply in love with God that a man has to seek God to find the Woman.

a woman should be so special that if a guy is truly interested in knowing the girl he will pursue her as something prized and precious, for she is a daughter of the King and should be thought to be as such.

everyone knows the saying "the way to a man's heart is thru his stomach."

well if you can cook....that will capture any girls heart.

if a girl says she is FINE, its probably a lie. it means she wants you to be really sweet and ask again if she is OK.....

the definition of FINE: Freaked out, Insecure, Neurotic, and Emotional....

men....cant live without them.....cant live with them....

the more i seek you...

God is there

He wants to be our best friend.

but he cant force us.

he has a multitude of gifts he wants to give us but we have to be willing to accept them.

all you have to do is ask and he will shower you with them.

The hard thing is even i struggle with keeping a strong relationship with God as do many people.

it takes discipline and commitment. you must be motivated and in awe of the King.

His love for you is unknown to our limited realm of emotions.

it is unfathomable His love for us and He is simply waiting for us to reach out to Him so He can fully show His love for you.

the more i seek God the more He reveals Himself in my life and how He is ultimately in control and my worrying is frivolous.